Poetry Reading, Jan 16, 2013

I read out some of my poetry tonight at The Gnu’s Room. Here’s a recording. Unfortunately, I forgot to hit ‘record’ until a couple of sentences into a passage from Dylan Thomas I used as preface.

Link (A .caf file–you’ll need QuickTime Player or some such)

Early Days of Phenomenology

Sticky, drizzly and grey here in the heart of Dixie. I am struggling to get my courses off the ground. I so hate the first few days of class, those days where I am aware of myself, the students seem aware of themselves and we together struggle to turn our awareness to the material at hand. I like it when the material takes over and we all can forget ourselves in it, in a focused, teamworky way. As usual, I am finding the first days of Phenomenology particularly difficult. (If anyone out there has created some particularly graceful, hardly-disturbs-the-water dive into Phenomenology, I’d be most eager to know about it.) The trouble, as I see it, is that there are several different dimensions of difficulty and you need to make progress on them all, sorta simultaneously. There’s the Reduction, of course, but there is also the threat/problem of psychologism, and it is hard to see how to understand either of those aright without understanding the other–and, of course, there is the ubiquitous, term-long fight to distinguish Phenomenology from Phenomenalism, and that too is bound up with explanation of the Reduction and the threat/problem of psychologism.

At the moment, we are reading Frege–his review of Husserl’s book on arithmetic and his seminal “The Thought”. I use the distinctions among the Three Realms as a way of making progress on these topics (the Reduction, etc.), although the Realms have to be used dialectically, dropped after they’ve done their job, since they do not really quite work. The basic strategy is to distinguish the Realms and their denizens–physical objects, ideas and thoughts–and then to distinguish the intentional object of a particular case of perception from the intentio of that perception, pointing out that the intentional object is a denizen of the Outer Realm (a tree, say) and then asking whether the intentio seems more like a denizen of the Inner Realm (an idea) or like a denizen of the Third Realm (a thought). Now, the intentio strictly speaking seems misfit as a denizen of either, but considering it as a denizen of the Inner Realm helps the students to understand psychologism, and why it is a threat/problem for phenomenology, and considering it as a denizen of the Third Realm helps to make sense of the claim that what the Reduction discloses is something essential and, in some way, objective–or at least not subjective as ideas are subjective. The heart of the strategy is to get the students to begin really to struggle with the worry about whether what the Reduction discloses is something that is existentially mind-dependent (ideas) or not existentially mind-dependent (physical objects or thoughts), or whether there is some other way of trying to understand what is disclosed.

Notebook Fetish, Pen Fetish, …Fetish

Like many folks who write, I am obsessed with notebooks and pens and just about anything else connected with them–pencils, sharpeners and erasers. I am embarrassed to admit that a quick check in my book bag (an entirely different obsession) reveals two smallish, Moleskine-like notebooks, a small sketch pad, a legal pad, a pocket-size notebook (all but the legal pad with graph paper), 2 Sailor fountain pens, 2 Parker fountain pens, 2 mechanical pencils, a Sharpie permanent fine-point marker, 4 pencils, 2 sharpeners, some erasers (I’d have to empty the bag to know how many, exactly), several Sailor ink refills and a pocket-size 2013 calendar. And, of course, on top of all that a copy of Husserl’s Shorter Logical Investigations, Royce’s The Religious Aspect of Philosophy, Plato’s Theaetetus, a Revised English New Testament. –Perhaps carrying all this is the professor’s way of trying to ensure he dies with his boots on.

Final Paragraphs of New Talk: Philosophical Investigations

[I’m unsure how much sense these paragraphs make without the preceding 15 pages or so. First draft material.]

Allow me to reiterate my thinking about the three illusions in PI As I have said, I think that transcendental illusions are central to PI, central to understanding its conception of philosophical problems. But I do not mean to deny that the other two types of illusion make appearances in PI. They do. If they didn’t, the other two readings of PI I have discussed would probably never have tempted anyone. But I do not think either of those other two illusions is central in the way transcendental illusion is central. Even more, although I do not have time to detail this now, I also think that the other two types of illusion can metastasize into transcendental illusions, and that what seems merely an empirical or logical illusion can itself be revealed to be or involve a transcendental illusion.

Still, I suspect at this point that you may be less interested in this nicety of housekeeping and more interested in the spirit-sinking midwinter bleakness of the picture of philosophical problems that I have been presenting. Haven’t I said that philosophical problems don’t get solved? —Yes. Haven’t I said that the best we can hope for is to cope with them, and that only temporarily? —Yes. Isn’t that an incredible downer? —Yes. —No. —Yes and no.

Let me revert to Kant once more, while also recalling my opening remarks. At least from his early 20’s, Kant is vexed by the uncanny fact that for so long and so often philosophers of equal education and gifts, each deeply serious and sincere, persist in apparently irreconcilable conflict. Kant regards this as a disgrace to reason. We can think of Kant’s entire philosophical career as driven by his passionate concern to settle conflicts in philosophy—not by entering a judgment in favor of either of the conflicting philosophers, but rather by entering a judgment on the conflict itself, by finding a way to end it. Kant first pictured these conflicts as between philosophers; but he later came to picture them as conflicts between arguments; and still later he came to picture them as reason in conflict with itself, as reason having fallen out of agreement with itself. This became Kant’s new picture of the uncanny fact: reason can fall into apparently irreconcilable conflict with itself.

Wittgenstein we can think of as accepting and, in a sense, extending this movement of Kant’s. He comes to see philosophical problems as manifesting my having fallen out of agreement with myself. It is this uncanny fact about me—and about you too of course—that is the mainspring of PI. Philosophical problems are all at once conceptual, i.e., invulnerable to the empirical, and also deeply personal, personal in the sense that I am at stake in them in various ways, personal in the sense that the problems encroach upon me. My desires and longings, my needs and fears, –my whole affective being potentially is part of the problem. Because it is, we cannot take a simply objective approach to the problems. We must instead always and everywhere approach the problem subjectively, attending to our mode of involvement in it. And there is always already one of those whenever we reflect on a philosophical problem. (Reflecting on a philosophical problem is not an empty holding of something, of the problem.) I am a part of, involved in, every philosophical problem that I take up, like it or not. You too are part of every philosophical problem you take up. The mode of involvement in the problem matters and is, in fact, itself a part of the problem. When we see this, we are also position so as to see what PI is showing each of us: I am susceptible to transcendental illusion. I can, with practice, develop a discipline of response to such illusions. I can teach myself—-with the aid of PI—-to push back against the pressures of transcendental illusion, to stick to ordinary realities. But learning this discipline neither ends philosophy itself for me nor ends any philosophical problem permanently. I have to recognize that I am tempted and I need to find a way of responding to the temptation other than yielding to it. And I have to recognize that there is no way simply to end temptation. I should expect to be tempted until my last breath. But none of this makes much sense if we think that philosophical problems can be independent of modes of reception. To care about illusion as Wittgenstein does is to care about modes of involvement and vice-versa: To use `illusion’ as a term of criticism as Wittgenstein does is to bring the mode of involvement in a philosophical problem into work on the problem.

Philosophy, as Wittgenstein teaches it to us in PI, is transcendental dialectic, but Wittgenstein’s transcendental dialectic is self-critique. Philosophy is self-critique. Philosophy is a form of self-knowledge. Is that a downer? No: there is philosophy to be done. There is always philosophy to be done. Self-critique has no endgame. Even more, there is progress of a sort that can be made. I can become better at resisting temptation, better at recognizing its onset; I can discipline myself to push back harder and for longer and with better focus. That is, I can come better to know myself in such a way that I become better at controlling myself. I cannot make myself impassible, invulnerable to temptation. But I can respond to it better, yield to it less often or less easily. Still, isn’t that a downer? Yes: since such self-knowledge is, face it, almost always bitter. (What I discover will not be things of which I have been ignorant, simply epistemically blank, but things I have refused to know, to acknowledge.) We would all rather not do philosophy as self-examination, self-critique. We would rather do it as distinct from the self, as objective investigation in which my self does not count. We would like to be the investigators of the investigation but not the investigated. We want to be neither shaken nor stirred.

One quick parting comment: We can understand the similarity and difference between Kant and Wittgenstein and their transcendental dialectics in this memorable way, even if it may be slightly misleading: for Kant, we see things aright philosophically when we come to see that the solutions to philosophical problems must be transcendental idealist solutions. For Wittgenstein, we become what we need to be philosophically when we become `transcendental idealists’ about the problems themselves. Wittgenstein’s Copernican Revolution (PI 108) revolves the problems—and, thus revolved, we can see past the apparent need for a solution to them. So, since I have been talking about downers, let me end with a hurrah: Vive la revolution!

Selah: Pause, and Think of That

I appreciate folks sticking around through the holidays and my long absence–near absence–from the blog.  I have just about gotten the writing projects I had looming into manageable shape, and so I hope to get back to more usual posting sometime early in January.  I imagine my pace will still be slow:  among other things, I will be teaching a phenomenology seminar and that is likely to be a serious drain on my time and energy.  Still, I will be able perhaps to do some writing that will be fitting both for here and for class.

I’ve been lucky to have had the community of other bloggers and commentators I have had.  I have learnt a lot from all of you and, as I have often said, I am getting the better of this bargain.  I hope we can continue discussion into the new year; I wish all of you the best!

The blog has had 40,000 views since I started it.  I have no idea if that is comparatively an impressive number.  But it certainly impresses me, especially when I think back to the day in Ohio when I first thought to start a blog, and wondered if I would have anything to say on it, really, and whether anyone would find it useful in any way.

For the Time Being–Auden (Partial Poem)

Alone, alone, about a dreadful wood
Of conscious evil runs a lost mankind,
Dreading to find its Father lest it find
The Goodness it has dreaded is not good:
Alone, alone, about our dreadful wood.
Where is that Law for which we broke our own,
Where now that Justice for which Flesh resigned
Her hereditary right to passion, Mind
His will to absolute power? Gone. Gone.
Where is that Law for which we broke our own?

The Pilgrim Way has led to the Abyss.
Was it to meet such grinning evidence
We left our richly odoured ignorance?
Was the triumphant answer to be this?
The Pilgrim Way has led to the Abyss.

We who must die demand a miracle.
How could the Eternal do a temporal act,
The Infinite become a finite fact?
Nothing can save us that is possible:
We who must die demand a miracle.

On the Eve of the End (Poem)

On the Eve of the End

On the eve of the end, the Mayan-made end of all things

I sit and drink coffee, writing and reading, unwilling to meet coming darkness sleepy with unmarked pages

On the eve of the end, the Mayan-made end of all things

I sit and worry about whether I should worry, scarring my final hours with wide-awake meta-worry

On the eve of the end, the Mayan-made end of all things

I sit and notice that no one seems too worried really, unable to see the dark comet hurtling at us

invisible, uncoated with ice and stone, heaven’s stealth weapon

On the eve of the end, the Mayan-made end of all things

I sit and wonder if I shouldn’t have outgrown my Mayan stage in junior high, counting vigesimally

–we are at about 5 in our countdown from 20 to nothing-at-all, a real zero

On the eve of the end, the Mayan-made end of all things

I sit and ponder Max Stirner, who set his cause on nothing, and consider what he would have thought

since both his ego and his own, and all the hell else, are about to be naughted, regardless

of whether they are naughty or nice (A Christmas Apocalypse, Dec 21)

“I have been so naughted in Thy Love’s existence that my nonexistence is a thousand times sweeter than my existence.” Rumi said that, and I have stood in his place and looked up at

his turquoise dome beneath the azure Turkish sky, the latter about to darken and the former about

to fall

On the eve of the end, the Mayan-made end of all things

I sit, and I wait, and I expect

nothing