Reading Husserl Or, Wandering About in the Panopticum Waxworks
for my phenomenology students
I have been reading
Husserl
or I think I have;
it’s hard to tell
to tell the difference
I confront his pages
in sternly receptive fashion
hoping for a clear sentence
one that will carry clearness a little further
and make the page more than a motley of wanton arabesques
I want, I guess, for my intuitive presentation
of the physical appearance of the words
to undergo an essential phenomenological modification
(that’s rather a mouthful)
so that the words begin to count as expressions
(Mean something, dammit!)
and I can understand
my meaning-intentions cry out
for meaning-fulfillments
“For the earnest expectation of the creature
waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God.”
Reading well,
I have been told,
is reading true books
in a true spirit—a noble exercise
But here I am in a sweat
reminding myself: no pain, no gain
lifting long sentences weighted with imponderable German words,
the unintelligible unlightness of being-Husserl
And it may be
that the books of
the great poets have
yet to be read, and that because
only a great poet can read them
And so it may be
at least by that math
that I am no great phenomenologist
I haven’t as many eyes as Husserl